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 hi peeps! im back 🥸

1 day to fasting month. this will be my 2nd year of fasting here in russia. my past experience? i didn’t feel like too tired or fatigue on my first year because at that time it was kinda the beginning of covid-19. so i didn’t literally do much during the day since classes were all online and everyone had to stay at home. 

im really looking forward to this year’s fasting month. hope ill be committed to prepare for sahur the whole 30 days 🤓

i don’t have much stories to tell here exceptttt ooohhh i’ve been away from social media (instagram & twitter) for like 10 days(?). well, i realized that i need some detox and self reflection kinda thing. 

also my relationship didn’t work and it officially ended like 2 weeks ago although the thing has been going on since 4 months ago. that’s a shame. i was and still am pretty much heart broken. well i guess that is how life works, isn’t it? i owe myself the biggest apology for putting up with what i didn’t deserve.

singing & crying to All Too Well - Taylor Swift (Taylor’s version) because it was and still playing on repeat on my Spotify 🤓. that is just one of my many ways of healing. you do you. okay? i absolutely love this line you kept me like a secret but i kept you like an oath because i can pretty much relate to it :)

it’s 1:50 in the morning.

i think that is all. i know nobody read this blog of mine but hey that does not matter to me 😗

good night! 

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