hello 2026

 omG hi hello?!

this page is super dusty. my last blog post was in 2022. that was crazyyyy. but hey who even read blogs nowadays :(

and yess im finally finishing my degree soon. just one last internship semester then i can finally post "done n dusted". 

btw i cannot wait for december. please hurry! yes this girl is finally getting married (as she should). wedding preparation so far doing okay. booked the hall. paid sum deposits for nikah prep and all. though, i have ZERO saving for now and honestly its kind of worrying. im hoping to secure a good internship offer (hey i have upcoming IV on 20/1) and then a very good permanent job after my internship. the need to save up for 10k in less than 10 months........such a high hope but i believe the rezeki is somewhere in between. may Allah ease everything for US.

idk lets see just what the future holds for me :)

talk again later 👋 

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life update ;)

elloo

random life update. i'm seeing someone new :3

i dont actually know what to expect though? we are still in that getting-to-know phase but hey it feels like ive known him for so long? it is just weird to me, at least.

how do you actually know if that person is your ultimate #1? oh wait, do not come to me with marriage solution. y'know, save your time and cross that off the list.

i wish time flies so fast because i desperately wanna know what the future holds for me.

going on with another life update, i'll be flying back home soon. i had to quit my studies here because of many reasons which i don't even understand. nah i rather not telling stories here. 50-50 of mixed feelings. finally going back so i can spend most of the time with people i love which i rarely has chance with; and going back feeling like a failure and being an ultimate clown. i dont know? well, God surely knows whats best for me.

ive been giving my best since i was a kid. never miss being on stage receiving awards every year. but hey, im at that point of life which im getting tired for doing absolutely nothing. i was a trophy child in family and guess im not anymore.

i think that is all. talk again soon xx

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