February 03, 2022

2022 untitled.

 i havent blogging for a very.........very.......long......time. 

but yeap you wont find my "old n gold" posts because i have cleared 'em all *wink

well you can still find them at archive but what kind of psycho are you to do that ._.


anywaysss life update; 

still a depressed one. 


i started posting nonsense stuff on this blog 12 years ago(?) time flies huh? definitely missing those years. this blog wasnt too personal back then. well now, it'll be one because aging just makes life more complicated than it was ever.


currently surviving engineering school in russia. sounds pretty amazing, great future ahead but that will be all lies. if it is engineering, what future do we have?

PSA i hate winter. oh god.


i wish time machine does exist.

you do realize at one point of your life, you just have to be as realistic as you can. to step on the ground and touch the grass. 

because not every thing in the world is meant to be happened to you as you wished. ever.


i am already tired of doing nothing. like a living corpse. soulless. 

i cant sleep and it is 3:40 in the morning here.

quite a long one for a comeback post. lol.


that is all i believe??? i don't know what else to say here.

до встречи.